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1404 w. norwalk lane #102 [12 May 2008|02:42pm]
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so lately, i've had an idea to make my condo more like home to me... i mean, yeah i live here and yeah all my stuff's here, but it still just doesn't feel like home. so i've been spending money i don't have and know i shouldn't on attempting to make this place home.

looking through all different communities gives me inspiration and thank god daniela is talented in decorating. otherwise, i'd be completely lost. i guess it's my lack of interior-design skills that has made this more difficult to me. to some, it comes natural, but for me not so much.

for instance, when i got home from california, i didn't come back here for the first night. i went to my parent's and travis'. i sleep there everynight but i still don't really call his place home either because all the stuff there is his. i want a place that reflects me and makes me feel comfortable and welcoming to others. i also just want people to come in and think, 'hey, she actually spent time planning out this place' instead, i think people come in and just think typical 21 year old's place who doesn't have money to decorate as much as she could

i want a new bed that fits 2 instead of my twin that i chose to have when i lived in my parent's house...now, it just doesn't accomodate 2 people unless we're sleeping head to toe or sleeping on our sides the whole time. a bed that has a fluffy comfortable and soft sheets...something i look forward to sleeping in everynight...a bed i can just bum around in on lazy days

i realize that i am responsible enough to come up with rent everymonth, but that's basically it. i don't really have any extra cash to spend on things that i would like to have. i mean, i'm not complaining about what i have now, because my parents have helped me out a lot to get me out on my own. and travis does everything to make me happy and comfortable. now, it's time for me to work extra and actually save up for things that i want to make this place look good. not just things that are there, but things that i need and want. more paintings on the walls, more candles, more shelves, an actual coffee table, paint my dining room walls, more 'filler' type of things everywhere to be honest...ugh, now money is the issue:it's either find a second job, or not take summer school to work an extra day. i mean working an extra day is no big deal, because i did it last summer, but i want to get school out of the way so i'll be done by spring. decisions decisions...

and i need a new room mate because henry is moving out this summer. i don't even know where to start. it seems to me everyone is settled. daniela isn't ready to move out so that's out of the question. i hope i dont have to find someone online or something to move in. that all sounds so creepy. i just don't want to give up this place and have to move back home. i want a place to call mine for awhile. it just makes me feel so independent. knowing i have a place to go and just lay on my bed with kiki and blast ridiculous music that i love. watch the shows i want to watch without boring someone else. i don't know why this is such a big deal to me.

taking care of this place has not been so easy. but since henry has announced he's moving out, i have been actually taking initiative into keeping this place looking as nice as possible. seeing as how i might have to pay both parts of rent, i have been noticing things that i would usually overlook. i see this as me growing more responsible because my parents have done everything for me as long as i can remember. it's my turn to take full responsibility of my life and start priding what i have. as long as i have that, i know i can make and finally call this place home.

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COACHELLAAA [01 May 2007|09:25am]
first off let me say i went to the club with extensions and i woke up this morning without...
also, i had my coachvip wristbands on and now i dont WTF
bruises cover my right arm as usual...my eyelashes are fucked up
but!!!!! i want to thank ryry for being my baby and my danceeeeee partner til death

even when i tried to get up on the stage and they kicked me off :)

god i loved this trip

ok now coachella...

FRIDAY-
we left a little eary to get the frank sinatra house and went to a pre-coach party and there was an open bar ///you know me plus open bar equals disasterrrr
anyway about 8 or 9 cocktails later i was feelin good and ready to party...met the acid girls and partied w/ them while alex floats on hsi dumb raft... ryry passes out in the car and alex and i draw all over him...takes FOREVER to get there but i'm drunk so i dont care. ryry stays behind while alex and i gun it to the dance tent...
DIGITALISM AND FELIX DA HOUSECAT later i'm dancing like a mad man have a fucking blast but then
INTERPOL and i did my usual indian dance and kicked some ass//heard 3 new songs off the new album so stoked
get a call during FAITHLESS that ryry is in the hospital so we bounce...heard all of BJORK'S SET and i'v enever really been a fan but wtvr
4 HOURS LATER WE FIND THE CAR so by then we're just lucky that we have a car but still super worried about ryry//
find out that he's with his brother so we just go eat in-n-out and go to sleepzzz

SATURDAY-
ryry gets to the hotel and he is ok thank god
he decides he's ready to party so we're like WOOHOO my dance partner is backkkk
get there and it's dance dance day
i get there and my chest was all tight//thought i was going to die so i went to the vip and just sat in the shade and drank some cocktails and water
MSTRKRFT came on and fuckin ryry and i went NUTS i've never sweat so much in my entire life...fuck the guy behind us with a white shirt and platty hair he doesn't know how to party like us
so basically ryry and i are owning the dance floor ASUSUAL they play UPDOWN and i go nuts bc we all know that's my favvy song
BUSYP&DJMEHDI next and i'm just thankful i can still breathe and function good but ryry and i decide to walk this one out
THEARCADEFIRE while eating corn on the cob and baked potato
good from 23948 miles away
ready for GIRLTALK so good lights confetti people on stage lights good good we dance a gain but we're like almost donezo
LCDSOUNDSYSTEm put us to sleep aaaaaaaaand last but not least THERAPTURE was a let down :(
we went to food4less or whatver and go back to the hotel drink get beat up by alex and ry and pass out

SUNDAY
we get there and i'm like fuck this my chest is SO TIGHT so i think ii'm going to die again...get some drinks in me and i'm ok and the sun starts to set
SOULWAX and ryry and i are okkk
hear EXPLOSIONS IN THE SKY and i call henry because i know he likes them
headed to CSS and i hear one song and supposedly p.hil. was on the stage but we left 2 early
take a drink break and get free american spiritz
PLACEBO was good they didnt play my favvy song though
AIR was good but sooooo short...
RATATAT was aiight much more stoked about the raverz in front of me with their glowstixxx
now i know i've said it before and i'll say it again but man RAGE AGAINST THE MACHINE was the highlight of the day I WENT NUTS and like honestly you hear their songs on the radi oall the time but never do you think you're actually going to see them
OFC they played killing in the name of when we're wlaking to the car to avoid 210347 hours in the parking lot...
getr eady to hit up the after coachella partyyy
show up and there's like 30 people there :(
found out justice was there earlier but no one else was so they left
so this party was supposed to be til 4 and definetly ended up closin at 2 :( bummage
had to mandarin cranberries and then headed home
got home and partied w/ my boizzz

MONDAY
left and had traffic...it wasn't as hot because i knew i didnt have to fucking stand in it all day...
ate at cafechinchin or something and it was good
came home took a 29384 hour shower and was STOKED2BALIVE hahahahahh oh god uhmmmmmm
got ready to head to the afte3r coachella party to see JUSTICE dj...
longisland iced teas and goldschlagger and i'm gone
had a fuckign amazing time with ryry and i met his brother FINALLY love him...
get kicked off stage
leave clubbbb GET CALLED SLAYER ONE MORE TIME and i'm from the front seat to the backseat in 2 sec flat
who knows why
get to alex's and i'm like f23948fjo4v ldckdlvj34fu! and he's like uhhh wtf

TUESDAY
woke up have no extensios//wristbands are gone
no recollection of how i got upstairs/how my shoes got off
know i have to be at the airport in like 3 hours and i dont know if i have a rideee shittt

oh well i had an amazing trip and i'm totaly making this a reggy thing bc i had SO MUCHF UN WITH MY BABIES alex and ryry
a couple of highlights:
-dropping things b/c no eyelashes
-my sidestep walk
-oneupping
-wittymotherfuck
-gulp/iv/buggin the shit out of me
-towelwhips
-body lotion rubbing(franksinatrahouse)
-trannytalk(alwaysapleasure)
-UPDOWN

i love cali and i love coachellaaa
fuckin stoked for next year and not to go to school in the morning :(
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to my beautiful sister [26 Feb 2007|06:52pm]
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HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAYYY BAATCHHHHH
HOPE YOU HAVE AN AWESOME ADULTHOOD HAHAHA OH SORRY
WELCOME TO PORN STORES, STRIP CLUBS, CIGARETTES, AND R RATED MOVIES
SCANDELOUSSSSSS LUV UUUUU
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ABSOLUTELY NOT! [26 Nov 2006|10:29am]
for the record
i washed my hair for the first time in2947239729427349723927398239479237 yeras
i know i knowwwwwwwwww
NOTTTTTT
HAHAHAHAAagaga
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[17 Nov 2006|11:32am]
you know how after a night of drinking sparks you feel the blood running through your body
crazy

i just woke up from the most fucked up dream that daniela and i were joining a basketball team and we were picking up sleeveless shirts with our names on them

and the last thing i said was WE DONT HAVE TO WEAR BASKETBALL SHORTS DO WE
NOOOOOO I HATE THOOSEEEEEEE
and then daniela said, no, just shorts any kind
:D
yayyyyyyyyyfridayyyyy
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[16 Nov 2006|12:33pm]
john tucker must die.

i always randomly get words stuck in my head...today and yesterday it has been 'full sail' i think it's a college but i like the way it sounds...
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something worth updating about... [14 Nov 2006|08:42pm]
so lately i've been attempting to watch movies to broaden my movie horizons haaha
so far i've watched how high, white chicks, freaky friday, bits of rush hour 2, and snow day.
all in all i'm pretty excited about this.
of course they're all movies on tv so i can't complain about how bad they might be.
i think white chicks is the best out of all.
but we'll see what other movies i end up watching and i'll make sure and document it.

in other news all i do is party. sounds about right.
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[04 Sep 2006|03:23am]
i'm going to see teh fray by myself.
and i'm not even mad about ...

i bought new eyelashies today becaus ei lost mine last night in a ring of fire...

i love 2 a dayss
ooooooh preeeeeeety babyyyyyyyyyyoooooooooh ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

happy birthday madison baby and adaammmmmmmmmmmmmamsammmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

oh oooooooooh oh ohhhhhhhhhhhhh

tonight j-dache he opened up a champagne bottle and fkn blew out his left ear drum and it was the funniest shit i've ever experienced in my whole entire lifeeeee
i srsly couldnt' stop laughing for about an hour or something... in fact i'm still laughing about it until the day i die. STORY OF THE YEAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRR

thanks mom for not letting me go out tonight otherwise j and i wouldn't be having the most fun we've had in our entire livessssssssssss biatch...

big 19 for madnbro and 21 for that biatch with redhair and then i kno whe wont ever have to pay for another DWI charge and i went through that shit so i know what that means sfjjdfbfjv

i think i'm the only person who will type the song the'yre listening to the whole time and then delete every lyric i typed wooo!!!!!!!
r

[26 Aug 2006|03:06am]
will you won't you, be the one I always know
when I'm losing my control, the city spins around
you're the only one who knows, you slow it down

[12 Aug 2006|08:58am]
i'm still drunk and i'm driving home from tdx
i can't believe this is happening and i cant' wait to i get to like az or ca and nm where i lived for like 2o34397 yearssssssss
breaking up is the best thin i can do for my life i'm not even kidding i can like do wtvr i want and not feel bad about it woooooooo party ON
anyway last nigh was the best night of my life and i'mnot even gonig to lie even though i didnt' eat and i just got drunk and smoked hookah=best night of my life woooooo
love alex and daniela and lisa and ryry and omg phil and josh and ROCKY!!and woo love love i dotn want to leave ever i love yous arah
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always traveling on his birthday [08 Aug 2006|11:42pm]
definetly just got done watching the nsync live at madison square garden.
keepin the love alive
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JC!!!!!! WOOOOO

[31 Jul 2006|04:46pm]
the only songs i listen to:

bossy, writing on the walls, london bridges, SEXYBACK, miss murder(i'mbringingitbacktoday), too little too late, vans, ain't no other man, how to save a life, pretty much anything by eagles of death metal, face down shutupyouknowyouloveit, honestly, mr. me too i dont know, maneater(thanks alex)aslfjaslfasjf
this is so fun i just can't stop the playlist of this summer is so good
that means when i get home daniela and i are going to make a cd and label it summer 06 because last years cd was a hard one to beat, but i think this year takes the cake.
i leave for cabo on wednesday
my fingers are all black because i FORGOT TO GET GLOVES and my nails were so long and pretty :(
i got rockin repubz and they're my pride and joy
love love love
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so 2 months ago... [28 Jul 2006|11:16am]
thanks to all my friends that are trying to inform me that lance from nsync is gay.
duh, i know this. you guys forget when i said i was nsync's number one fan, i meant forever. i am mtv you hear it first.
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?????????????????????????????? [16 Jun 2006|01:00am]
okay if daniela and i had to give myself a symbol, it would probably be the question mark because ?????? it explains so much and i'm glad it even exists....remember when i said let's jump off this hill and hold hands?!?!?! that was cute and at the same time kind of weird but i dont even care i washaving funnnnnnn!!!!!! OOOOOOWOWOOWWOW i love daniela and she is there for me when i'm most vulnerable and that goes for sarah too she's my life partner WHAT WEIRD okaaaaaaayyyyyy byebeybe llivejouranl i'm going to califrona right after i graduate june 29 6 months from my birthday BYE PAUL MITCHELL GOODNIGHT
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[30 May 2006|03:33am]
i am so obsessed with my whitening strips that i go to parties with them on...weird.
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this update is like 10 years late... [09 Jan 2006|10:20pm]
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note kendall's face
xmas,bday )
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[08 Jan 2006|06:00pm]
i got dientes de ice
you got dientes de foil

extensions part deux [13 Dec 2005|10:36pm]
okay soooooooooooooo christmas, my birthday, new years, and adam and i's one year are all coming up woooooo :D

today adam and i rode on a razor scooter at the same time. partner razor in the next X games. we also watched mocke lock or whatever videos. oh man talk about hilarious.

adam got a really cute jacket for me and i bought him the dfa1979 remix album. it's goooooood.

i've been craving soda lately which is weird since i stopped drinking it when i was 14 or something. i mean an occasional big red or cream soda but nothing crazy. man that dr. pepper from a 1/2 gallon cup was sooooooooooo goooooood.

i've been going out a lot lately like the eastside of things aka westgate and manchaca. wtf. well i went to kfc and then quarter to 10 and then that drivethru starbucks.

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i know i know i got them again btu i really look like a girl this time. paris hilton even. HA not.

"i'm so mad at you right now!" copyright kendall.

i keep dreaming about daniela and i's sister tattoo and ew i had a dream i got a planetarium tattoo on my arm bc this girl at my school has one and it' slike sooooo grossssss slfjsdlj i'm so gla di woke up from that

i hope for a new phone aka sidekick or razr or 3way phone OH WAIT SPRINT DOESN'T HAVE ANY CUTE PHONESS AWESOME!!!!!!

whatever i'll just listen to swing by trey or tray and just wish i was partying. oh yeah and that song should be on my myspace just liek that guy matisyahu. i love him.
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[07 Dec 2005|11:08pm]
ok so project runway is my new laguna beach

so far santino rice is my favorite. weeeee i can't waiiiiiiit
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a couple of THIIIIIINGS [22 Nov 2005|10:15pm]
i found fifty dollars on the floor when i walked out of wallllllllmart
my hair is brown again
i got my belly button pierced and it almost like flew out when i sneezed just now
I LOVE FALL OUT boy


other than that thanksgiving is almost HEREEEEEEE
we all know what happens when i eat on thanksgiving
oh, i just fall asleep.
just waiting for adam to get here so i can watch madagascar finally woooooop

come get your hair done by meeeeeeeee i'm getting tired of doing ugly hair cutsssssss on old peopleeeeee color me eXcited

or you can get a bald fade which i'm a pro at. hahahaaaaaaaaa
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